This is my site. I am a 2000 girl and I make my life harder than it could be. I am depressed and I am a person with schizophrenia. I want to help persons who also go through this!! I mean I cut and I want to kill myself.

Alter: 18

Mehr ber mich...

Als ich noch jung war...:
When I was young, I wanted to grow up fast..

Wenn ich mal gro bin...:
When I am grown up, I look back to the old times..

In der Woche...:
In the week, I am weak..

Ich wnsche mir...:
I wish I could fly away..

Ich glaube...:
I think that cutting and smoking helps me to stay alive..

Ich liebe...:
I love my rasor blades..

Man erkennt mich an...:
You can recognize me because of my grain..

Ich gre...:
I greet my lovely best friend Viki.. I love you.



My life in moment

Do you know that feeling whether you dont wanna live? Each day, each moment. My life is like a drowning. I feel like I was put in a chest and a person I really love threw it in the sea. If I talk to someone, nobody could understand me because they dont feel the way I do. Its very hard to handle but I make it. // I love my Bestie Viki so much. She is the girl who holds me alive now. If she has been gone, Id die. She is the girl accepting me the way I am. I smoke, I cut, I drink alcohol. The normal teenie life :D // Right in moment Ive got an argument with many goodies of me. Theyre talking behind the back of Viki and me. I came behind it and then I told it Viki. You know? I am a liar. That throws me back to the razors! Let me die. Please! // Cu then.. *Y*

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